christmas is around the corner but i still avent' do any preparation yet. I didn't go to the church last wednesday for confession and I haven't do the shopping thing yet.huhu..what a week..what a year..I think this year will be the same as last year and last year and last year.Nothing special, nothing to do, and nowhere to go.I missed those days when i was still a kid. The feeling to celebrate christmas was there and i remember that i was so excited to go shopping with my family, set up the christmas tree together, and decorate the house together as family. But now..hurmmm.Seems like nobody cares about it anymore.
How come now when i turn into an adult ( i guess) this stuff seems not important anymore? to tell you the truth i never felt the joy of christmas since i was in form 4. At that time, it felt like christmas is another ordinary day.
I miss the joy of christmas. I miss the feeling of celebrating it with family, relatives and friends. Guess those days will never come again. but im still hoping that there will be some kind of a miracle this year to bring christmas joy again back into my life..huhu..
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