i don't get it..why is it so hard for people to understand me. i'm not asking you to understand me totally but please..please..please..just give me room for improvement.actually i don't even have a clue about this blog..for all i know that from here i can share what i feel like sharing..but did anyone wanna read it?oh well.. doesn't matter because whats really important is that i can let all my grieve and aches out.
I've read a lot of blogs from friends and anybody that i could think of. reading their blogs felt like reading a journal and from there i kinda feel like i know them. Even if i never met the person. Reading other people's blog means i can get to know someone even we are not close. I am so grateful that she is part of the family. through here, i know a lot of things about her.well.. maybe not so much but for me its enough just to get to know who she is. she is a kind person and smarter than me. or maybe smarter than anybody that i've met.
ok la..thats enough about the person. Just hope maybe one day everything will fall into place just like i imagine it. oh well..guess i have to wait for Malaysia to be flooded with snow to wait for that moment..hehe.
hmmm...whats the purpose i'm doing this blog? even i cant figure it out..maybe my brain have been overloaded with books during this exam until i cant think straight enough just to figure out what's this blog all about.
All i know is i'm tired..tired of waiting..tired of reading but still can't understand a thing what i'm reading..tired of being smart when i'm not..and tired of everything that makes me tired.(maybe the title of this blog should be TTIIIRRREEEEDDDDD) but thats not 'ngam'.
anyway...anyone will feel tired juga kan...and now i'm tired of typing. chow...
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