my dog's name is SIRIT (cirit)

OMG..!!U'll never guess what happen behind my dog's name.

ok..here's the story. theres a new puppy at home.well, theres 2 of em.to differ them is easy because the first puppy is kinda like wearing a glassses and the other one you can imagine a 4D on its back. the spots is like a number and my sister in-law found out that the number is 1180 (if i'm not mistken). And guess what..my mom bought a 4D with that number and win RM200.hehe..how silly but worth it.

ok..enough about the intro.here goes..one night my uncle carried the puppy and brought it to the living room because he wanted to show it to my nephew, Noel. And when he saw the puppy he was so excited. same goes to my niece Nicole and other nephew ceaser. of course i was excited too because the puppy is so cute and cuddly. for moments the three stooges (nicole,noel and ceaser) played with the puppy inside the house.

suddenyly (jeng jeng jeng) dengan tidak smena menanya..the puppy tercirit while my uncle was holding it. eeewwwwww..its not like i never seen a poop before but this ones like milo.the puppy let out its poopy like a running tape water. thats when my mom and i shout yyaaaiiiii!!!.... then we were all laughing including my uncle. At that moment I came up with an idea to named the puppy cirit or sirit and all of them agreed. so until now, we called it sirit but it never show up when we call em. I guess he is shy for what he did.oh ya.. the puppies are a HE puppies.

hehe..so thats how my puppy got its name.....the end..=P

i am what i am

i don't get it..why is it so hard for people to understand me. i'm not asking you to understand me totally but please..please..please..just give me room for improvement.actually i don't even have a clue about this blog..for all i know that from here i can share what i feel like sharing..but did anyone wanna read it?oh well.. doesn't matter because whats really important is that i can let all my grieve and aches out.

I've read a lot of blogs from friends and anybody that i could think of. reading their blogs felt like reading a journal and from there i kinda feel like i know them. Even if i never met the person. Reading other people's blog means i can get to know someone even we are not close. I am so grateful that she is part of the family. through here, i know a lot of things about her.well.. maybe not so much but for me its enough just to get to know who she is. she is a kind person and smarter than me. or maybe smarter than anybody that i've met.

ok la..thats enough about the person. Just hope maybe one day everything will fall into place just like i imagine it. oh well..guess i have to wait for Malaysia to be flooded with snow to wait for that moment..hehe.

hmmm...whats the purpose i'm doing this blog? even i cant figure it out..maybe my brain have been overloaded with books during this exam until i cant think straight enough just to figure out what's this blog all about.

All i know is i'm tired..tired of waiting..tired of reading but still can't understand a thing what i'm reading..tired of being smart when i'm not..and tired of everything that makes me tired.(maybe the title of this blog should be TTIIIRRREEEEDDDDD) but thats not 'ngam'.

anyway...anyone will feel tired juga kan...and now i'm tired of typing. chow...

what a week..

christmas is around the corner but i still avent' do any preparation yet. I didn't go to the church last wednesday for confession and I haven't do the shopping thing yet.huhu..what a week..what a year..I think this year will be the same as last year and last year and last year.Nothing special, nothing to do, and nowhere to go.I missed those days when i was still a kid. The feeling to celebrate christmas was there and i remember that i was so excited to go shopping with my family, set up the christmas tree together, and decorate the house together as family. But now..hurmmm.Seems like nobody cares about it anymore.

How come now when i turn into an adult ( i guess) this stuff seems not important anymore? to tell you the truth i never felt the joy of christmas since i was in form 4. At that time, it felt like christmas is another ordinary day.

I miss the joy of christmas. I miss the feeling of celebrating it with family, relatives and friends. Guess those days will never come again. but im still hoping that there will be some kind of a miracle this year to bring christmas joy again back into my life..huhu..