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Saturday, December 10, 2011

First time for everything

I never thought that I would encounter that kind of situation in my life. But like people always say.. 'There's always a first time for everything'. I never would've thought that I will lost my purse. I never guessed that my purse would be stolen at the university's locker area. I, for a record never would've guessed that my purse that contained my ID, driving license "L" (hahahaha), ATM card, and pendrivesssssss was stolen at the place that I have been for almost 5 years.

huhuhu..luckily someone found my purse at the university's bus stop and generously sent it to the security unit. And luckily I don't have to waste my time and money to make a new ID, and ATM card. I can assure you that's going to cost me a lot. although I had made a police report the day my purse was stolen. That was also my first time lodging a report at the police station. what a day...So now I'm confused whether to tell the officer that I've found my purse or to let it go and let it be because I'm merely lodging a report and I didn't asked for investigation. So I guess I'm just going to give it a rest.

Maybe I should listen to people starting from now because my friend Diane told me earlier that day that I shouldn't left my purse in the locker but I'm too stupid to listen to her and left it in the locker that has no LOCK at all! Stupidity got me into trouble and i guess that's a warning to me and to everyone TO LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLE"S ADVISE.

But one thing that surprised me was that the person who stole my purse didn't took the money. I only had 1 ringgit in my purse that that and I'm surprised to see the money was in there. So as the coins. But the thief managed to steal one of my pen-drive. But luckily (again) it wasn't mine (phewww)...

Saturday, December 3, 2011

god please....

He text me just now saying those guys are waiting for him..
By..please be safe for me..he need me now..
But I can't be there for him..
He's always there for me..

Trouble in paradise

He's in trouble again.. This time I don't know if I can help or not..
I wanted to help but can I afford to help him?
I love him....to death.....eve though I know many people don't approve us..
He's in trouble for making people happy..
he lied just to make me happy
Doesn't matter if its going to cost him.
BY....I help you in anyway I can...
Plealse just hold on...
I'll make sure you going to be safe.

Saturday, November 26, 2011

=(

I missed him again..

And this time I miss him a lot.

Daddy..If only you were here with me right now..

I could use some advice from you..

I can’t deal with my life sometimes..

I don’t know who to talk to..

I can’t stand looking around sometimes and see others with their father

Guys…You should be thankful you still have your father.

Never take them for granted..

I still remember the times when you send me to school with your bike..

Even though you have a car, your bike is still your best friend..

And I love riding your bike with you..

You never complain with what happen with our family

Although I saw you crying sometimes..

Even though you didn’t show it to us..

I want to be there again for you dad..

I wish I could ..

Saturday, October 1, 2011

i miss HIm a lot these days.. =(

I miss him a lot these days.. Always remember of our time together.Never thought I would miss him so bad. Never thought that he would leave me so soon. Sooner than I expected.

Dad..I miss you so much.. Wish you were here with me. Be with me through my life. I miss your voice. I miss your smile.. I wish I could see you once even if its in my dream..

I know you looking down on us.. I don't know if you happy or not. But I hope you are and I hope you think of me too..

Miss u dad..

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

she said

I think I'm running out of time. From what? I don't exactly know. But my heart says that i can't deal with all this anymore. Because you know what? I don't know how to handle stress and I cant cope with stress. I can't think straight, I can't think what I really want.

But one thing I do know is that I love two person at one time. I mean, Am I STUPID or something or do I have two hearts? Errghhhh.. I hate this feeling. I don't want to hurt them and I surely don't want to hurt myself.

Friday, June 3, 2011

teletubbies

tinky winky-diane, dipsy-nikma, lalaa-hairin, po-steph


diane and i made this as our profile picture, and we're persuading nikma to do the same..hopefully won't get confused.haha


i uploaded this picture on diane's wall at FB..but she said she wanted to be po the red teletubbies..memilih juga tu anak. =P

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

KAMI

we can hold hands as family..


diploma..ble mkn sma2 like family..










we argue, laugh, smile, keep smiling....keeeeep smiliiiiiiiiinggggggggggg.....

n we love us..=D

me+u=us


steppe-zukerie

tegur?

tegur ka tidak??

tegur ka tidak??

say hye ka tidak?

mo smile ka tidak??

biar pun d FB ja...

rasa mcm mo tegur...

but mesti x dilayan..

hhmmm....

dunia....dunia......

miss them..

asal mlm mst x mud study..


mst ingt rumah..


ingt ank buah..


ingt mummy...


ingt family..




if mcm ni bgus stay rumah ja x payah tinggal hostel..





but the thing is..





if stay rumah nnt get too comfy and mls mo p klas.





but eventhough mls p klas and all...still ada mud mo study..





still feel happy and all.





d hostel pun happy juga...





but lidut btl mo ada mud study...





mummy...miss u so much...





noah, nicole, noel, ceaser...aunty misses u guys..





miss rumah and miss the feeling to be at home..




miss them..miss zukerie...miss my late daddyy..



me?

why me?

huhu...

me dun have anything..

only brain..
and thats not even satisfying

why me???

i'm not rich.

not pretty

not popular

im nobody!!


but i know..............


U love me for ME...


and thats enuf for me.


'cuz I love U for U..


thnx Zukerie..=)