summary of 2012..hehe

Well...its 2013..And for sure everyone will have their personal goals and resolutions in life. As for me..Well..mostly i only focus on my research for now..I'm having my Masters in Administrative Science since Sept, 2012. This year would be the second semester. 

2012 hasn't been a good year for me. So many bittersweet memories..I broke up with my boyfriend for 4 years (eventually). It wasn't an easy break up. many things happened during the process of breaking up. i resigned from my work as an account coordinator, he lost his job as a chef, and there was a family involvement in our process of breaking up. Then..That was it. We are no longer together as a couple. We talked on the phone sometimes, Texts, and I think we get along well as a friend. But sometimes We argue though when we talked about the past as there was still some dissatisfaction at his side. Anyway..at the end of the day, its settled and we're happy....everybody happy..

For the time being..I am seeking for a job. I feel like I have to get a job. Maybe its because now that I am 25  I felt responsible to help my family financially. Sometimes I have second thoughts whether I should continue with my master or to quit and get a job. But if I just quit my study now without any job offer, I know I will only waste my time. Urrggggghhh.. Life is hard sometimes. Decisions...decisions...

k..Thats is for now..Will update again soon. =)

him or them

Its getting kinda serious now..his dad ask about engagement and my mom ask when will we break up..urggghhhhh...

Life is hard for now..especially love life..but one thing for sure..we have to make a decision.FAST!!!!

Hard hard hard!!!!!!!!!!!

New Beginning

Happy New year!!!!!!!!!!

2012

Hope its not too late for the wish..well, its still January..

I have one new resolution this year since I will complete my degree soon (hopefully).

My entire life, all I want is to see my mom happy.

I want to see people around me to be happy and I also want to be happy.

But most of all I want my mom to be happy.

First time for everything

I never thought that I would encounter that kind of situation in my life. But like people always say.. 'There's always a first time for everything'. I never would've thought that I will lost my purse. I never guessed that my purse would be stolen at the university's locker area. I, for a record never would've guessed that my purse that contained my ID, driving license "L" (hahahaha), ATM card, and pendrivesssssss was stolen at the place that I have been for almost 5 years.

huhuhu..luckily someone found my purse at the university's bus stop and generously sent it to the security unit. And luckily I don't have to waste my time and money to make a new ID, and ATM card. I can assure you that's going to cost me a lot. although I had made a police report the day my purse was stolen. That was also my first time lodging a report at the police station. what a day...So now I'm confused whether to tell the officer that I've found my purse or to let it go and let it be because I'm merely lodging a report and I didn't asked for investigation. So I guess I'm just going to give it a rest.

Maybe I should listen to people starting from now because my friend Diane told me earlier that day that I shouldn't left my purse in the locker but I'm too stupid to listen to her and left it in the locker that has no LOCK at all! Stupidity got me into trouble and i guess that's a warning to me and to everyone TO LISTEN TO OTHER PEOPLE"S ADVISE.

But one thing that surprised me was that the person who stole my purse didn't took the money. I only had 1 ringgit in my purse that that and I'm surprised to see the money was in there. So as the coins. But the thief managed to steal one of my pen-drive. But luckily (again) it wasn't mine (phewww)...

god please....

He text me just now saying those guys are waiting for him..

By..please be safe for me..he need me now..

But I can't be there for him..

He's always there for me..

Trouble in paradise

He's in trouble again.. This time I don't know if I can help or not..

I wanted to help but can I afford to help him?

I love him....to death.....eve though I know many people don't approve us..

He's in trouble for making people happy..

he lied just to make me happy

Doesn't matter if its going to cost him.

BY....I help you in anyway I can...

Plealse just hold on...

I'll make sure you going to be safe.

=(

I missed him again..

And this time I miss him a lot.

Daddy..If only you were here with me right now..

I could use some advice from you..

I can’t deal with my life sometimes..

I don’t know who to talk to..

I can’t stand looking around sometimes and see others with their father

Guys…You should be thankful you still have your father.

Never take them for granted..

I still remember the times when you send me to school with your bike..

Even though you have a car, your bike is still your best friend..

And I love riding your bike with you..

You never complain with what happen with our family

Although I saw you crying sometimes..

Even though you didn’t show it to us..

I want to be there again for you dad..

I wish I could ..